I was not feeling like doing anything today, so I didn't. It was snowing all last night and today, though it didn't stick too badly. I did go to my women's therapy group last night and came to the realization that I'm not doing as badly as I thought I was. Everyday is a step and I am doing as best as I can. Today that meant doing nothing, and I am giving myself permission to do nothing. I just have to be resilient like the tortoise and keep plodding ahead over this rocky desert road. I also came to see last night that I can take care of myself and it shows strength to reach out for help, like the statue with two faces I put in the sand tray last night. I hurt terribly, but I am moving through it and God abides--as do my family and friends. Thank you, God for your love and care, and for the blessing of family and friends.
Shalom,
Cyndi
Like the tortoise... such a choice of words to choose...OMT... we love you and miss you. Cynn you are such a pillar for me. Your message rings out.
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