...on to day 3...

I seem to be doing better. The sun is finally out today so I am planning on going for a brisk walk to get some exercise. I've been able to sleep in everyday thanks to my dear daycare helper Terry. I know the sleep is helping me to deal with everything. It doesn't feel like I'm using sleep to escape anymore... I'm just getting some needed rest. I actually painted my toes and fingers last night and have been trying to look good, hoping that will help me to feel good. Taking care of the house and getting things clean has really helped me too. Apparently I really needed this spring break to take stock and use my wise mind to get in touch with where I am. My heartfelt thanks to everyone who is reaching out to me. As I stated in my funeral speech, the only way I'm going to get through this is with God's help and love and that of my family and friends. I am sure that the love being sent my way right now is also what is helping me to feel better, so again, thank you for that. Well, the outside and sun is calling to me and I should get out there before the Utah weather decides to change its mind.
God's peace to you and yours.
Cyndi